selfish people

All my life I have always thought that I could change the people,no matter what...............but i can't.........finally.
I always believed that people were generally good people...
I never thought that people can be so ignorant...
I always thought that actions speak louder than words...
and believe only truth of what I see...and the life that I am living...
                 I never thought that people would be so selfish...
                            Why do we hate each other?
I see a three year old child that meets another...and they play,there is no differences at all, there is no hate until someones says they can't play.............
Love beyond any situation, beyond any problem or color...this is not about race, gender, or social status...this is about life...and I love it...and I love.............
It is a shame to me that we can't compliment each other...
It is a shame to me that we try to make it harder for someone...
It is a shame to me that someone is reading this...thinking...I am  not that way...
           I am  here to tell you that yes you are...I am that way...we all are...
we have all felt somewhat hurt or let down by someone else...
we all have done something wrong we are not perfect by no means...however perfection is something that we should strive for...
Being perfect does not mean the perfect job or perfect spouse...
It means to completely make a mistake and then correct it...being perfect does not mean you can't fail...
Success is not capable of happening without failure...and just because you fail  It doesn't mean you can't be perfect...
If I Could Change the World?
To be honest  the world doesn't want to change...the world wants to constantly beat you down until there is no where else to go..
I would start with myself...
I would wake up in the morning with a positive attitude...there is no wrong side of my bed to wake up on...attitude is a choice...and life has it's choices...
I would not dare try to change the world by telling you what to do...
                                       and
Friends i clearly know that..........it does not work...don't blame me it's the truth...
All I can do it start my day off by saying, I love everyone arround me.................
The love we should have for all...the love that is given, rather than received...
Fact is, you will read this note and feel pretty good inside today...but this note will have no impact if you don't live it tomorrow...
I believe that people are generally good people...
I believe that people want to help, I believe that we can all stand together...
I believe in dreams, I believe what I'm told...I believe that we can befriends...
                               But 
            If I Could Change the World  
"I would rather SEE IT THAN BELIEVE IT"              
people arround me are so selfish that makes me feel so sad....................
I cant go on anymore................
I cant live like this.............................
I dont know what to do..............
I dont know how to change.............
I dont know sometimes i feel nd sometimes people arround me make me feel like i am in the middle of selfish people Waiting for them to hit me....................
To push me, or to kill me..............with their behaviour...............
Everytime i promise myside......................
That i will try to act differently And dont help my selfish people............
I just can't, when they need me i am always there for them....................
They just use me, they dont care about me.............
I know all this stuff but i can't help myself............
I am begging for someones help...................
PLEASE help me someone, i cant go on like this I have to change!!!
Why are my friends so selfish???
Why do they think only about themselves.......................
Why cant they see others in need of them...............and not to hurt others............
They will do anything to look good in others eyes.................Even if they have to hurt their friends...........
They behave as stupid people..............Who never even helped anyone..................
I just dont know what to do anymore... SO PITY ON MYSELF.............


VERY STUPID poem....i know................
I just needed to let it out, I AM so tired of everything. and this is all about my life, it's reality................ 
sandhyaraj